“Arre yar, did you here this? The answer books of UPPCS for the year 2005
have been lost. This news has been published on first page of today’s
newspaper.” Madhusudan was quite embarrassed while speaking these words.
“What’s big deal? PCS for 2004 has already been cancelled. It is said
that here was some mischief in scaling pattern of that exam.” Asgar expressed
his views.
“It’s not that only this has happened. Secondary Education Selection Board
has been dissolved. For last three years the selection of secondary and senior
secondary teachers has not taken place at all. And the examinations which have
taken place, their results are still awaited.” Sankat was also there with his
piece of knowledge of the scenario.
“Arre yar, Doctor Sir, who used to leave in the lodge behind our lodge
has started packing he said that the diminishing vacancies in the civil
services and such scams have shaken his confidence in the system.Till 1999-2000
there used to be 1000 to 12000 vacancies and such people had got selected with
whom we used to discuss and study together. And when our age reached the
eligibility criteria then number of seats, partiality, scams, results
everything has ruined up. We had given TGT & PGT four years back, whose
result is still awaited. What does this mean? We are not in-eligible for
selection, as result of all the exams are still awaited, at the same time all
the participants are standing in the same queue with the same rank as none of
them has got selected. I have not got much more patience and energy to continue
studies. I am going, at village I will drive tractor, inspire my children for
business but never put them in this fucking Civil Services preparation.” Param
narrated to all others.
“If you take case of Ajit Bhaiya, after qualifying IAS mains for three
times, he had been rejected in interview and at last he had to satisfy himself
with the position of meagre auditor.” Ganpat told.
Just imagine! Parents send their children with the hope that after going
to Allahabad their child will study hard and become a big officer, but they are
unaware with the severity of unemployment. The students coming over here try
their best. They diminish their wishes and luxuries of life and try to present
best ever resources available in their pockets. They save us from all the
miseries of our life thinking that our child will study hard and this is for
some time and our child has good potential and is a hard worker. Some day the
fate of family will be different. But that someday hardly comes. What an irony!
But do we leave any stone unturned? We try to do as little expense as
possible. Daal bhat Chokha (DBC) is the staple food for us as it is least
expensive in the terms of money as well as time. We also think the way our
parents do that some day we will succeed passing through these miseries, hard
work and dedication. We get bald and number in our eyes. But day by day success
is pushed off and we are bare handed waiting our dream to be true. Life feels
to be hollow like pain and desire of an impotent man to be father. But we are
unable to share the same to the people and family members in the villages
hoping us to complete our dreams and bring a smile on their faces and vice
versa. They feel that if the miseries are shared it will be difficult to
concentrate on the real aim. The passing time increases the space between both
the parties and failure of a person turns into the failure of entire family bitterness
of which is felt by each member of the family.
“Arre if you leave the success and failure aside and analyse the pattern
of exams you will realise that there is a lot of difference in exams held
earlier and now a days. Till 1988 there used to be only written exams, there
used to be no prelims and interviews. Then prelims were attached with main
exams which later on were followed by interviews too. From 2002 onwards the
exams have converted to five staged exams as every exam is being dragged into
High-Court and Supreme Court. First exams pass through all the stages and then
candidates. After clearance from the entire stages only one can distribute
sweets.” Asgar was revealing some harsh facts.
Sometimes the candidates prepare up to the age of 35-36 years and get
nothing. The hope to achieve the target and resolve to never quit along with
the respect for the sacrifices done by their parents for them persuades them to
do so. What is left for the person to do who has spent 30 years in books and
exams? He cannot touch cow-dung and dirt. He cannotreap the crops. He cannot do
business as most of the resources have been spent and he knows nothing about
business. And as a failure no one will ask for him. What should he do when his
condition is like a street dog that doesn’t have a specified place for himself?
What a tragedy and we hope that people with such pathetic mind would be able to
run the country. Oh God, please save our country. Everything is in your hands.
Just think that you will put all such efforts to serve an illiterate MLA
or MP and be a thread of his welcome carpet. He will try to teach you how to do
public service, which had never been in public. To be forced to be part of
exploitation and corruption or to be thrown away in some remote place trying to
prove that you were not part of any such goof up so that you do not prove to be
a stone in the plate of these politicians. What is benefit of such a job? Now
there is no charm for such positions. There was time when DM of Allahabad had not
allowed helicopter of Indira Gandhi to land in the city for 24 hours, and she
was PM at that time. But now everybody wants to follow people like Akhand
Pratap Singh so that they can keep their pockets warm and heavy and those who
go otherwise have to face the situation like Krishna Bhaiya and people like
Anand Mohan go smiling after hearing death sentence in the courts being
confident that next government will be theirs. And their Government means their
decision.
What had happened with ASP of Varansi Mr. Shailendra Pratap Singh? After
finding AK47 with Atik Ahmad, he asked for permission of arresting him by the
SP and when denied resigned. After not getting any ticket from the parties he
fought on his own in the elections and had to return to pavilion with mourning
face. Bhai politics is not for righteous people. Our public is not blind, deaf
and speechless but acts otherwise. When it sees some one simple it thinks that
how the person will be able to stand in the world of corrupts and goons and just
with the responsibilities. Surviving even for a few days will not be possible
for him so let’s pardon him for his life. And thus again there is atrap on
democracy of India. Public thinks that if some good people are left alive their
strength will increase, but my dear friends if you go on supporting burglars
and corrupt like this their abuse of power is certainly going to diminish the
whole structure and society and moral of good people as one spoiled mango
spoils the whole basket where as a good mango is not able to do otherwise.
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